Decisions

Happiness is kinda hard. No matter what life decisions you make, everyone is never happy. My happiness somehow always hurts someone else. It causes someone else pain, disappointment, stress. How is that happiness? I want so badly to move to a new place once I graduate. I think it would be so much fun to live in a big city. Who better to do that with than the man that I love? It's hard to make these decisions knowing it's hurting my family to leave them behind. I feel like I'm abandoning them. This is supposed to be a fun new adventure....I wish that meant everyone gets a small sliver of happiness.