Denial

I believe denial is a coping mechanism. It's the easiest way to avoid dealing with a problem. I often deny most of the feelings that force me out of my comfort zone. I am in complete denial about how hard finals are going to be. Denial that I still have feeling for a boy that I really should move on from. Denial that accepting the fact that I can't have kids is better than trying birth control to see if my hormones improve. Denial is easier. It means you don't have to feel that hard stuff. I'm currently blogging and ordering Christmas cards in my chemistry class because I'm am 100% aware that I know nothing of what will be on the final. Denying that and giving Christmas cards my full attention just seems easier. Someone pray the last 10 days of my fall 2017 semester at BYU flies by! Aren't my roommates so cute?!?!